This is actually from the cover of Kushiel's Dart (by Jacqueline Carey). It's a tattoo...a sexy tattoo. And the most captivating quote: "When Love cast me out, it was Cruelty who took pity on me." How awesome is that?

I want this trilogy! And I'm bored...is it okay to want to quit keeping in touch with some people just because you feel like you've grown apart too much already? Sometimes that's what I wanna do...keep the friends I have in the present but let go of those who were in the past.

I think I'm gonna go back to sleep.

Going to London, Proud? For sure? WHERE? I dunno, even if I get an offer from UCL (which is highly unlikely, trust me) I don't think I'd go unless it was a low offer and you know they offer 38-40. Nothing beats the lack of pressure and 32 points is seriously no pressure. I'll go see you though...if only to see you and visit a bookstore.

Anyway...I think I should eat before I sleep. I also think I should quit xanga-ing. I need a hobby.

oh my gosh...the econ exam was SOOOO much better than the math. i sat and twiddled my thumb for a total of 30 minutes (well, not all at once, 15 minutes during multiple choice, and 15 during paper 3. paper 2, sadly, is for the week after the vacation). but it was so much better. hah, i love paper 3. me like essays...even the data response was doable. i mean, me: person who sucks at econ!

course math still sucked...and i should be studying for bio right now. yes proud, we have mocks already. and i don't know whether i'm lucky or cursed to have all 4 of my exams within the first 2 days. i spent 5 hours writing today. i get 5.5-6 tomorrow =*(

and i sat next to someone too...but i didn't want to sit next to him. sometimes i think i like him...but no, i must be loyal to daemon.

ooh, www on the 21? now you have to tell me where you're gonna be. oh wait, no, that's bad cuz i have school on monday and i got to study for my english mock (paper 2, paper 1's tomorrow). sushi, you suck. but if you gimme a telephone number i'll call you.

all you ppl who don't have mocks: you suck. though it is good preparation.

what else? ah yes, i should be doing something productive but i don't wanna. and i don't wanna reply to emails just yet cuz i got so much to say to some of you...and it'll just take ages to write down.

i was hyper on the tram back today. i guess that's what you get when you have m&m's for lunch. then the tram braked suddenly and slide 1 metre and i broke a nail and i was sad. i still am sad. *sniffle* my poor nail. now i gotta cut all me nails cuz otherwise it'll look weird...=*(

i'm going to go watch love actually this friday. again. which reminds me, i should go look and see what i can do here on saturday. go somewhere with sophia. i'm so tempted to ask my dad to take a train and go to a spa/hot spring and see the pretty snow while i'm sinking in hot water *bliss* but i doubt it'll work out. we shall see. what are you guys doing on valentine's day? besides making out...(for those of you that have bfs)

wow...this is great. i have nothing to do and all the rest of my close friends happen to be taking math hl or have gone home because they have no more mocks today. this is why i'm on xanga. hmm...let's see.

well, the math exam this morning really wasn't that great but i can't feel too bothered about it. god, i was so confused about what the hell i was doing i just hope the person who's grading it will be able to make sense out of it.

you know, exams are surprisingly harder than i thought they would be. take for example the bio paper. well, no the bio paper was ok, it was just screwed up because i changed one of my answers so that one's wrong =*( but the math, i mean, i didn't finish either papers completely. which is quite sad...i should practice more i know but does anyone realise that beyond the spec. exam, the exam papers are all different?

i have econ later today. paper 1 and paper 3. sadness. and tomorrow's english and bio. i don't think my brain likes me very much. i don't think i'm gonna do well. but that's ok. i'm sure i won't die just yet...maybe soon.

i should sleep...well, find somewhere to sleep in this library anyway...

note: i'm only xanga-ing because i have nothing better to do (well, i don't wanna study no more)

does anyone know if parima has a xanga or not? it's sorta disconcerting to suddenly get an email and tell me to xanga...

and all the people that comment: why would you comment if i don't come on anyway?

i feel like i have no life. god, i posted a xanga. how sad. i should be studying for exams.

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and now i feel so guilty cuz i didn't know you guys actually suscribed to this thing...so sorry i haven't been and probably won't be writing here...

And I finally got one...